I was told this weekend that regardless of how I fight it I will end up dating someone from Faire.  That only those who participate understand the mentality.  Thanks great big heaps Elsa!

If I hadn’t been ignored into atrophying by the last couple of guys I went out with, who I knew from Faire I wouldn’t mind so much.

What I mean to say is, that while I don’t believe that sleeping with someone gives you any influence over them, it doesn’t immediately catapult you into a relationship or do I think that they’re not sleeping with other people, I do think that if they’re going to pursue something more meaningful with someone else they should let you know.

So, let’s all put two and two together here.  Yes, I went out with some people I knew from Faire, yes, I slept with said people….and yes I got to find out via FaceBook when they changed their status to “in a relationship.”  Hey, an email or text would’ve worked.

I can’t tell if I’m just that bad a judge of character, if I’m doing something wrong specifically (time to draft an exit survey for my bedroom) or if I just expect too much out of people.  But it leaves me feeling angry and upset and I’d hate to take that to Faire.

Look, I still want to gouge out my ex-husband’s eyes, and we’ve been divorced for over a decade.  I’m quick to flare to anger and I carry it with me for a long time, hey, I think anger and hate are long-distance activities and it’s in my genetic coding.  Yes, I can, in fact, hate you for the remainder of my life…or yours…whichever comes first.  I will say though…if you go first, I get to do a lively jig all over your grave.  No, I won’t change, and I’m not sorry.

So, now, Elsa…do you really think I should end up with someone from Faire?